Anonymous asked: At one point this blog was raw, real and genuine. I appreciated your story and struggle with addiction. Now it’s solitary about some douchebag with an inflated ego that romanticizes sex, drugs, and partying while trying so goddamn hard to come across as articulate. You try wayyyy too fucking hard man. It’s sad.
It was always about the same douche all along, my good man. I don’t really try to romanticize any of those things a great deal. At least, I don’t really think that I do, or that it would make all that much sense for me to be portraying an intricate lust and appreciation for them considering through maturing and sobriety I hold so many, much more simple, less interesting things to have a far greater value. Ego was always there, but just as is blatantly revealed, it’s a simple common blocking mechanism. I can accept all of this, and perhaps at times certainly understand where you’re coming from, aside from the trying hard thing. That actually confuses me quite greatly. I really can’t seem to imagine what or why I am doing to try so hard… I’m a junky… Posting cell phone pictures of injections, bodily effects, and sexy play times. None of which was really ever all that difficult. I only ever use my phone. I type with my two thumbs, with incredible pace, as a result of baring an iphone since the days of the two gee. I don’t think I tried all that hard to do anything. I’m really quite a lazy piece of shit. I’m a heroin addict. I thought that was obvious? Annnnnnyway, I don’t make you watch, so don’t, why make the effort to even send some junky hate mail. I hate to finally now turn to offensive nature but that just clicked with me. You’re intentionally taking the time to anonymously put down a complete fuck up, disgusting drug addict loser. Aim for someone with some self worth or something? That just sounds so pathetic. Cheers faggot